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Monday, January 31, 2011

Death

Today the topic of death arose in class, Monday Jan. 31, 2011.

Ms. Charity said that we all have this want to keep going through time, the will to live, and how we have a sense somewhere in our psyche that we feel we will not die and live forever.  Death itself is something unexplainable (this is why heavens and hells are created in mythology so we think we can hold some idea of our first darkness, before birth, then the light we see, and the return to the darkness which we try to perceive) as with its partner, life, for which neither can exist without the other, so what happened first birth?  Or the death of something?

And straying back to the thought of everyone wanting to keep living, this is something that I do not completely agree with.  The literature, that exists on the topic of death reveals the "ball-and-chain" of life, and shows how this idea of death lives.  Obviously there are suicides which is a clear indication that people don't want to go on living, but what about people who don't kill themselves because there are obligations that can be "miles" long, but long for everlasting sleep?

A poem by Robert Frost:


Stopping By Woods on a Snowy Evening
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

What do you guys think this poem is all about?
The woods are lovely, dark and deep. Wow. The slow snow falling is hypnotizing in its silence and sweeping, so why would the horse think it's queer to stop in such a place? And why does he go on, and what does this man truly want but has miles to go before he sleeps, miles to go before he sleeps.

Truly a beautiful piece of art.

Another few questions:  Have you ever not turned the lights on at night, just because it is an illusion of the real darkness outside? What about vagrancy, can it be a right way to live with so many burdens balanced on the shoulders of a human inside society, because simply one doesn't need explanation, just life is explanation enough and not knowing is a wisdom inside itself?

the end of the world


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Sunday, January 23, 2011

Have you ever wondered?

Does it seem sometime, that you may wonder, about where the pea came from floating in your soup? Or where the stitching on your shirt wove?

Long ago a lone man sat on a lone mountain in a lively valley.  He wondered; how could such a stew could exist.  The beasts below, the giants, lived off blood and eyes other creatures. Every day the giants held a slaughter of anything to cross the valley and boiled the blood in massive cauldrons fueled by massive pines; however giants they may be, were frightened at the mass of the mountains.  The god Carnus
loved the sparagmos that stained his bloody plain, but Vegia, goddess of the earth was at irk with the giants and the vulgarness displayed everyday.  Knowing the world and its creatures well she went to the lone mountain in the middle of the valley to seek a hero. Killius Biggus sat alone naked pondering many things when he felt a small tap on his head.  He looked down and there was a small green ball.  At first, frightened, he kept his distance until a voice spoke through the green ball, "Come", it said softly.  The balled rolled around the mountain and he followed it to a small cave that it crept into.  To his amazement and delight, Vegia stood in the middle of the cave wearing a bright red gown.  Killius fell to his knees and sent prayers to her.  She lifted him, opened his hand and dropped the small green ball into his hand.
"Take this to the bloody cauldrons on the darkest night and drop it in without an eye on you".  Still in awe he was speechless and merely shivered a nod.
The next day the giants had a roaring party filled with wine blubber and blood that lasted to the late night.
Killius acted quickly for the giants had raged into the night and finally slumbered deep, but there was little time before the sun god would pull his fire high.  Killius scaled the mountain and lurked to the stew still warm and bubbling he plopped the green ball in and returned to his mountain home.
The next day, that Killius had slept through much of, the giants lay dead having eaten the stew in their own blood scattered in the fields; and in time the blood soaked the earth and gave birth to the pea pod and out of the giants' hair came the lamb.  Now able to prosper, Killius could eat and cloth himself with his golden fields and wooly sheep.

Then Vegia sent him a super hot wife and a sweet house and some other hot women to work around the place and do stuff for him that he didnt want to do. then she sent him a really nice sports car and more women.  And if you ever wondered why women dont like doing things for you its because they are evil forms of Carnus whose mother was named Sassasaurus.


-Tanman

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Enuma Elish

What is of the hatred for Tiamat? Is she not the nourisher of all life and mother of the earth? I find it strange that so much anger is pushed towards a goddess such as Tiamat, because in the beginning once Ea is born, the "children gods" seem to party without rest that upsets Tiamat, Aspu and Mummu.  Mummu and Aspu desire to destroy the offending gods while Tiamat, the goddess and mother of the earth requests that we must try to be understanding.  However, one the other gods are notified of Aspu's plan of destruction Ea, grandson to Tiamat, kills Aspu and leads Mummu where he please by a rope in his nose.  Tiamat is spared but later tempered by the tempests of Anu where she is finally driven to evil. These people worshiped Marduk who is the son of Ea and Damkina, and was made more twice as powerful than any other god.

Now my questions are why would people choose to worship a god, who yes sparked their creation, but who killed his mother because she had endured an uncomfortable life since her children thought it was polite to do what they felt?  Is it because out of fear and terror they worship Marduk? Is it out of humankind's reverence for hostility and violence that still today shows itself across our mother earth(Tiamat)?  So why would man choose to worship a god that to my own eyes seem unjust in actions?  Perhaps it is that man should have never been created if we were created from hate and greed.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Dionysus

Thank GOD for Dionysus and his everlasting bottles of fun.  His fat ass always makes it as well as his own.  People could learn a lil from Dionysus, drink and dont worry so much about all the crap this society tries to make you bear, just live life by the drop.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

First Day

I have a two hour break between classes and I was just sitting around so I made this.  It's overly cool and beyond the beyond's beyond.  I like the Hindu lookin' head thing thought it was nice, because they kept sassin' that my pictures were too big but they were taken on my iphone so I dunno what the deal is.  im sure there will be no posts on this, possibly (MISS/MRS?) K will see what's going on cause I did this pretty quick.

See ya in class,
Tan-man